These past few days I have been bitter and SWEET.
No all-caps effect for "bitter" because I wanted it to be overcome by sweet memories.
Bitter.
Why?
Well, there was a time that a sad thought came to my mind. The world seem to be unfair. Which is a contradiction to one of my beliefs in life: LIFE IS FAIR.
The story of this bitter moment started when I felt jealous. How come this one person got to get all the help he needed to finish his tasks? But when it comes to me, I got to get all the struggles of optimizing everything ALONE. Sometimes, it hurts to know that people who work really hard are being tested my fate ALL the time.
But then again, I realized that having this bitter attitude for a long time won't get me any further. And so I woke up early today to start my own experiments in the laboratory with a happy heart. I have already thrown away all the bitter feelings I have. I just wish that this person will realize and appreciate everything what everyone has done to help.
SWEET.
Why?
It is not everyday that someone does special things to make you feel special and appreciated. I am really happy that I got to know this one person whom I admire and respect so much. Thank you for making me feel extra special last Monday, December 3. Indeed, 3 is a very good number and date for meet-ups. I cannot thank you enough for all the tokens and poem you have given me. I hope to find the meaning you wanted me to discover with all these stuffs (notebooks, ring, mask, map, mermaid).
Most especially, thank you for sharing your adventures.
Thank you for the friendship.
Thank you for all the encouragement.
Thank you for always believing in me.
Thank you for everything.
From everything that had happened, I can truly say that though life may not always be wonderful; it is an experience full of wonder.
Never will life be all bitter-tasting nor all sweet-tasting.
Life will always be bittersweet.
Life is fair.
Sheba :D
