bitterSWEET

These past few days I have been bitter and SWEET.

No all-caps effect for "bitter" because I wanted it to be overcome by sweet memories. 

Bitter. 

Why?

Well, there was a time that a sad thought came to my mind. The world seem to be unfair. Which is a contradiction to one of my beliefs in life: LIFE IS FAIR.

The story of this bitter moment started when I felt jealous. How come this one person got to get all the help he needed to finish his tasks? But when it comes to me, I got to get all the struggles of optimizing everything ALONE. Sometimes, it hurts to know that people who work really hard are being tested my fate ALL the time. 

But then again, I realized that having this bitter attitude for a long time won't get me any further. And so I woke up early today to start my own experiments in the laboratory with a happy heart. I have already thrown away all the bitter feelings I have. I just wish that this person will realize and appreciate everything what everyone has done to help.

SWEET.

Why?

It is not everyday that someone does special things to make you feel special and appreciated. I am really happy that I got to know this one person whom I admire and respect so much. Thank you for making me feel extra special last Monday, December 3. Indeed, 3 is a very good number and date for meet-ups. I cannot thank you enough for all the tokens and poem you have given me. I hope to find the meaning you wanted me to discover with all these stuffs (notebooks, ring, mask, map, mermaid). 

Most especially, thank you for sharing your adventures. 

Thank you for the friendship. 

Thank you for all the encouragement. 

Thank you for always believing in me.

Thank you for everything.

From everything that had happened, I can truly say that though life may not always be wonderful; it is an experience full of wonder.

Never will life be all bitter-tasting nor all sweet-tasting.

Life will always be bittersweet.

Life is fair.

Sheba :D

ber-ber MOMENTS

Whoah! 

Time passes by so fast I didn't realize how long it has been since I last blogged. 

October 18. Flight back home.

I am so excited that I took the earliest flight to General Santos City. A 5:30am flight! I won't do this again anymore. Stressful! I need to  be at the airport super early. Argh. I was with some friends though... Dora's older sister and Miss Tokyo Tokyo.

The EXPLORERS of the world. Where's Diego guys?

 

Little Miss Tokyo Tokyo.

Last Luzon dinner before home. I shared some of these to kuya Apol. 

 

I also found these on the department store of Rob.

Oh my. My heart goes tumbling down. I love these.

I makes me feel sexy and beautiful. I mean it.

It is just weird for the feeling to be induced by a pair of shoes.

Oh well, we must have our own makes-me-feel-good inducing agents. It just happen that these shoes are for thyself.

Thank you for making me feel beautiful. Really.

What else is best-est when at home?!

Family. I miss these guys over here.

I am so glad to spend my self-imposed 1 week semestral break with you! Also, I had the chance to watch a movie with my Mama and some "thunder" titas and a cousin. Praybeyt Benjamin it is! It's only 65 pesos at Marbel!

According to these boys, they felt being in an airport. Ano nakain nyo?

 

Then comes the All Saints and Souls Day. 

We still had the annual get together in the coolest cemetery in the whole wild world! Matutum Holy Garden provides entertainment! Really. I had the chance to spend time with relatives. I had fun.

DUQUEs.

November is not the same if we do not celebrate Halloween.

The best way would be spending it with the most beautiful people. 

I am really excited for this monthly Ladies Night Gathering. This is my second attendance out of the 9! I need to do some attending, real hard. I hope to see the rest of the team soon.

My team. Photo courtesy of Lilay.

THE ANGEL WEARS PRADA. whops!

 

My Coffee Dream.

And oh, one more thing.
I still had this blue nail polish on my feet-nails.
They came a long time ago. But they are still intact though.

Better change the color asap.

Another one more thing.
I am kinda busy with lab works now.
I'll update whenever I have the chance.
I just came from a 3-day straight overnight work back in the lab with no satisfying data, YET.

Ciao.